hye.

salam.seems that i forget that i have a blog here.HAHA.i don’t update it since when eh?*sumpah lame dh ditinggalkan*..hihi.just want to write,to express my feelings right now.HAPPY,NERVOUS,LAZY,AND LOVE.haha,i’m so lazy to do my Sej’s nota.i’m so happy because i like the pray.i’m so nervous because RESULT OF PMR’09 is totally around the corner.huwaaaa=(,,,help!plus,when i see the expected graph marks for it,it was quite scary act.quite high la for sci n math=P..and lately,i always think about MACAM2.remeh thingy..huh,idk.life without other half.next year…the new story begins=(..i mean=),,haha..it’s goin’ to be a tough test for us.plus, i need kut to be aware,lots of CBNians out there,he is gatal.iadmitthat=))..deeply miss my buddies and him.just met him last Wednesday..know what??it was UNEXPECTED day for us.haha,sent him home.played bowling at somewhere we never been there,haha.hangout at Old Town,i ate,he didn’t.he smoke in front of me.haha.hwdareyoueh??=))..what else??i don’t want to story about what happened when we were at home.i mean me n aqilah,were scolded by abah because not telling him that we went to Sitiawan.ngeh3.and now i am so takut nak mintak permission my parents to go to my class gathering plak at Ipoh=(..that’s all for now.ilysm=)

stay.don’t go.you will miss me.don’t catch me with your white horse=)

popp!

IIUM interschool debating 09

imissthismoment=)

him.

this guy.ya.misshimtoo=)

=)

Always Said I Would Know Where To Find Love,
Always Thought I’d Be Ready And Strong Enough,
But Some Times I Just Felt I Could Give Up.
But You Came And You Changed My Whole World Now,
I’m Somewhere I’ve Never Been Before.
Now I See, What Love Means.

It’s So Unbelievable,
And I Don’t Want To Let It Go,
Something So Beautiful,
Flowing Down Like A Waterfall.
I Feel Like You’ve Always Been,
Forever A Part Of Me.
And It’s So Unbelievable To Finally Be In Love,
Somewhere I’d Never Thought I’d Be.

In My Heart, In My Head, It’s So Clear Now,
Hold My Hand You’ve Got Nothing To Fear Now,
I Was Lost And You’ve Rescued Me Some How-.
I’m Alive, I’m In Love You Complete Me,
And I’ve Never Been Here Before.
Now I See, What Love Means.

When I Think Of What I Have, And This Chance I Nearly Lost,
I Cant Help But Break Down, And Cry.
Oh Yeah, Break Down And Cry.

suddenly

i am mad.i am still xpuas hati sama itu manusia.suddenly,even bende tu was like “hey get rid of u la blablabla”but then bile tgk hidup die skrg,pergh.you’re not deserve for dat.not enough mintak ampun.hah,i guess sampai mati i will not forgive a jerk!hahahaha,tiba2 syairah jadi jahat for tonite.i just got a news that surprising me.i don’t know whether it’s good or bad for me.just shocking me.haha.ya2,i’m boring.no friends to text because x pergi topup lg.no friends to chat blablabla.hah,kak chik cpt balik!!boring3!hahaha*gaye hidup selepas PMR*,xpe2.nanti balik sekolah,sure kene start belajar gaya hidup form 4 plak.hahaha.*empty*

long journey to go.

salam.btw,let me scream first..I’M DONE FOR PMR09!!!haha,i’m happy,ringan sikit otak,nak enjoy sekejap etc BUT i feel sth missing.ergh,i don’t know what,but i think my future.ya,dah besar,pilih arah tuju hidup etc.i feel quite stress thinking for next year.maybe it looks poyo nak pkir addmath watsoever but for me,it’s vital.i’m scared if i cannot carry on those subjects.huh,pelik.habis pmr stress.when i saw cikgu Rohaya was teaching addmath to my friends,i was like”hah,mati x aku next yer”..maybe saya terlalu fikir negatif tanpa mencubanya dahulu tapi jujur saya takut.takut nak teruskan perjalanan.Ya Allah,am i giving up towards You?towards my life??ergh;(,help me.i need You!,gtg.continue later.

ANNOUNCEMENT.

DAH HABIS PMR09;)

raya time!

lots to upload n share after this.gtg readers,byeb!

prayer

Eid Mubarak everyone!

Alhamdulillah..

Doa.

Wahai Rabb, jadikan kesedihan ini awal kebahagiaan dan pudarkan rasa takut ini kepada rasa tenteram. Ya Allah, padamkan bara kalbu ini dengan salju kedinginan, dan dinginkan bara jiwa ini dengan keimanan.

Ya Rabbi, tuangkan dalam jiwa ini kedamaian, dan berikan lah daku kemenangan yang nyata. Ya Izzah, tunjukkan pandangan yang kebingungan ini dengan cahaya Mu, Bimbinglah sesatnya perjalanan ini ke jalan lurusMu.

Ya Allah, sirnakan dari kami rasa sedih dan duka, dan usirlah kegundahan dari jiwa kami semua.

Aku berlindung kepadaMu dari setiap rasa takut yang mendera. Engkau yang paling memahami letihnya lara hati, jatuhnya air mata, dan gigil jiwa yang tak pernah tertera.

-My cozy room, approaching dawn…0233

once again

syairah..ambikkan mak daun kari.jangan silap tau!

ok2.daun kari kite tau.

saya pun pergi…

kembali..

mak,nah..

syairahhhhhh!ni daun kunyit!!!!daun karila.Ya Allah.maca mne nk ambik exam ni!pergi ambik balik.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..mak,kite tau cume otak kite set daun kunyit,hihi

k.su,mane daun kari?xnampak pun

kak su pun tunjukla..

saya pun kembali dengan sengih yang memanjang:))

mak cakap.lepas ni kene belajar lagi.

ok readers,you may laugh.haha:p

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since we watched Talentime,i guess i love the songs especially i go by aizat.haha.frankly,i still feel guilty.huh,i am speechless.i feel do not want to say anything.i want to be silent,let them talk.maybe he is the first guy tegur saya dengan cara yang berkhemah,.it was hurt but it’s life.i need to accept it and take it as lesson and fix them back.Ya Allah!;(

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